A:
Age
29 (5 Nov 1996) by calendar as of writing, 17 if we consider other cases.
Based on medical results my hormone values are also still around 17. And my voice also is. So maybe Iām still 17. Who knows.
Are you happy to be trans?
No Iām not. I hate being trans. I didnāt decide to be trans. I didnāt decide to be born the wrong way. I didnāt decide to be in this community.
I wouldnāt even call myself trans since my body did turn me into a girl by itself when puberty started.
āBeing trans is a giftā, as Celeste dev Maddie wrote on Twitter, I couldnāt disagree more with. Curse is more fitting.
The world still is very transphobic, going outside is dangerous, being online the way I am is tricky⦠I just wanna live my life the way I am ffs!
That being said, I'm pretty chill, likely one of the most chill people you can find regarding wrong pronoun usage. Most people will feel disrespected and are insecure. Iām not, my ego is massive, but not fragile at all.
Are you proud to be trans?
No, Iām not proud to be trans either. Which is also why Iām not participating in Pride Month. The āeventā itself has been compromised by big companies to sell their stuff by acting like they care. The true meaning has been buried long ago. Pride Month for the longest time has not been accepted as showing off that LGBT+ exist but to just be a showoff instead⦠And worse, some people actually do it for the showoff.
The quiet majority of LGBT is hurt severely by the loud minority of it. Most people in the LGBT community just want to be respected as they are, they just want to live a "normal" life. But there are people who think they are better by swinging the flag, people who think they are superior by having weird pronouns etc. etc. etc. Those hurt the 'movement', if you want to call it that, and the lives of all those who just want to quietly live in happiness.
To be honest, I just donāt want to be proud to be something different. I want to be normal. I want all of LGBTQIA+ to be considered normal. There shouldnāt be a reason to wave a flag showing your identity. There shouldnāt be a need to do so.
tl;dr: Iām not proud to be trans, Iām proud to be me.
B:
Birthday?
5 Nov 1996
D:
Dominatrix? Are you one?
Only one way to find out :P
Short answer: yes?
Long answer: Kinda, but no, I do not have such a job. If anything itās a hobby.
Anyway, Iām somehow not only good at being one despite a great lack of experience, an actual professional dominatrix has claimed Iād be better at her job than she is and even offered me to take it when sheās too old for it in the near future.
I doubt this will happen, but who knows.
F:
Favorite Anime?
I havenāt watched nearly enough Anime to make up my mind, but at this point Iād pick NO GAME NO LIFE <3 (although Code Geass is my style)
Favorite Color?
Black, absolutely number one, especially clothes. If I wasnāt broke Iād replace all my clothing with Black, until they invent a darker color.
Favorite Food?
Pizza and Pasta probably.
Oh and so called āAchterbrƶtchenā (rolls/buns from a company called āAchterā in Germany).
Favorite Game?
No idea tbh, I didnāt play that many games.
I like a lot of games and Iāve mostly played games I like a lot, but⦠Iād say the winner is one of those:
- CrossCode
- Celeste
- Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Sky <3
Favorite Movie or Film Series?
None. I donāt watch any. At all. I really donāt.
So Star Wars IV - VI because that I actually watched lol
Favorite Music?
I listen to almost everything. Depends on my mood. Seems random. Sometimes you see game OSTs, sometimes I dig Spotify 18+, sometimes Nightcore⦠you never know. not even I do.
Rest assured though, if itās the latter itās psychotic, like me.
G:
Gender?
Female! Okay, technically difficult to answer. Iām AMAB, but my body decided to turn me into a girl as much as possible when puberty started. Therefore Iāve never been remotely close to how youād expect a male person to be like.
Iāve even been called a girl by so many people during our literal first meeting way before I even knew that Transgender existed. My mind? DEFINITELY female lmao
The government agreed and rewrote my birth certificate to female.
So you better follow suit!
H:
Hair Color and Length?
Iām sitting on it. Basically. Oh and how about you little bitch actually watch a stream to find out, hm? Dark red.
Hardware?
| Main Board | TUF Gaming B650-Plus |
| RAM | 32GB Kingston FURY DDR5-5200 |
| CPU | Ryzen 5 7600X - (No Overclock active) |
| GPU | NVidia RTX 3060 Ti |
Have you really been asked ALL these Questions?
Yes, at least once. Most of them were asked often enough to validate them being listed here.
Hobbies?
Programming, calculating random stuff, writing way too long YouTube comments, making sheets for game data that nobody needs, gaming, creating and editing art when I feel like it, learning Japanese for fun, driving people insane, making them submit to my will and other lunacies.
I have a talent for everything and motivation for nothing.
How to address you?
My name is āSabrinaā, or āBrinaā for short.
My pronouns are normal female (She/Her)! Itās the only real option in Germany. They/Them are fine, too, but only in English.
Iām also used to getting addressed by āMistressā, but letās ignore that for now.
HRT?
Yes, as of September 2023.
However most of the things listed here happened based on my bodyās NATURAL evolutionā¦
J:
Job?
I FUCKING WISH! The job center declares me unable to work, but also declines me any financial support until I prove being mentally ill.
M:
Most played Game?
In terms of playtime probably Minecraft, or Fiesta Online (in German).
On Steam Bloons TD 6 wins the race far ahead, Witness follows.
Other than that, mind-games and playing with horny bitches online take a great part, too.
N:
Name?
Sabrina M.
Yes, my initials are SM of course hehe
P:
Played Games?
Too many. But also not enough, given my pile of shame.
Trying to change this eventually via streaming.
Played on Stream?
Pronouns?
Lick/My/Boots.
Okay, actually: She/Her
R:
Relationship?
Iām single. If we don't count pets.
S:
Sadistic?
I used to be an extremely shy person but now Iām just an extremely honest one. So letās keep this straight: Yes, Iām a sadist. I love seeing suffering, especially caused by me, and I donāt feel for others at all. Yet at the same time people call me the nicest and most likable person theyāve ever met online and those who meet me IRL often say similar things. How is this possible? That is a good question. Maybe Iām manipulating you allā¦
Schedule?
I donāt have a fixed schedule. It's a hobby. I try to do daily streams but my ADHD can get in the way. Get into my Basement (Discord) for more info.
Sexuality?
Probably Ace (Asexual).
I donāt know shit about sexual feelings to others. Not happening.
Show yourself?
That is not a question. The answer is: WATCH MY STREAMS!
Sizes?
| Height | 1.72m | 5ā8āā I think |
| Weight | 57 kg | 125 lb I think |
| Cup | AA | There, you freak, now you know.
Iām really hoping for a B at most. Used to wear something for fake Bs and it really fit me. |
T:
Trans*?
Difficult question.
In the weirdest way. Iām ānaturally transā.
I was AMAB (assigned male at birth) but when puberty started, my body decided to turn me as female as possible. The government later agreed on changing this.
Nothing about me is actually male. My mind is clearly a female and my body stature is, too. Many girls back in school told me Iād be an incredibly female person and theyād be very jealous of my body. According to hormone tests Iām also not even close to hitting any male standards, instead the hormone that I have too much of even is the one that helps to produce breast milk for satisfying babies while being pregnant⦠(pre-HRT values)
That one part of me that is clearly defined male doesnāt function at all and my voice is somewhere in between. It randomly jumps up, itās unstable, itās too young and⦠Sometimes I almost sound like a normal 17 yo, other times my voice jumps as high as an Anime girlās KYAAAAA! scream.
My skin is equally flexible, like rubber almost, and Iām very flexible, too.
U:
Username?
BrinaaSM.
- Brina is a short form of Sabrina.
- Two āaās because I knew twitch would make the emote prefix the first 6 letters and I did not want to have ābrinas79ā or something like that.
- SM are the initials of my real name and I fucking love that they are! They mean exactly what you might be thinking hehe
V:
Virgin?
Do you lose your virginity if you fuck someone with a strapon? I mean I was inside them but I also wasnāt, it was just rubber.
If you donāt, then yes, Iām a virgin and no, you wonāt change that.
Voice?
A catastrophe, wrong gender, wrong age, highly unstable and uncontrollable. No this is not a voice changer, thatās how I am.
Donāt expect a Mommy voice.
W:
What even are you?
Iām not that cute girl people expect me to be judging by the way I write, Iām a kinky bitch :3
Iām a perfectionist with an extremely good memory. Every tiny mistake I make is burned into me forever, but more importantly every tiny mistake YOU make is stuck in there forever. Do NOT fail me!
Apparently Iām also INFJ-T? idk man, do we trust online-tests?
Who designed your Stream?
Me, myself and I, but with a little help from Brina.
Why are you so good at Games? Thereās no way thatās your first playthrough.
I donāt know. I just happen to be good at learning things extremely quickly. I mean, Iām used to being Top.
Why is my Question not here?
You didnāt ask it yet :P
Will you become my Queen, Mistress Brina?
Interesting question. Congrats on ending up on the FAQ page, my little pet.
So to answer that: Abso-fucking-lutely. But if you donāt follow my perfect image, youāre gone from my list of interests.